So besides being a bit tipsy from K-ran's going away get together (of her own volition) I'm sad. I'm sad that I entered a program that basically lied to me. That made promises that I should've known that they couldn't have kept. I got suckered.
I'm glad to have known that I still overall chose them for the right reason: because I liked the residents. But man, if Ihad known then what I know now, I can guarantee that things would be different.
The crazy part is that I have this fatalistic type thinking, wherein I no longer care what happens to me, as long as I try to make changes in what is going on. Yeah, it could be career ending, but so far, I've built up a reputation; one that I could glady start cashing in on. And I think that's exactly what I'll be doing.
I'm going to sleep now. ..
“I’m the one asking you the questions, Lorna.”
2 years ago
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