Gay: I Miss the Little Fella...

Abe...Sometimes I regret ever meeting him because now I know what I want out of a partner. Lol, apparently in my drunken stupor, I espoused all the trite reasonings I had for breaking up with him...and I vaguely remember everyone in attendance laughing at my naivete and telling me that no relationship is perfect and that I should be open about what I like and don't like.Yeah, it's mainly a sexual thing that I won't go into...suffice it to say, it probably is something that we could attempt to work through, but I'm still in the classic mindset and can't help but think a young buck could meet my expectations.The problem with that is the fact that young guys just don't have the emotional, professional, social maturity that older guys have. Ah well.

I've also been thinking about getting a dog but methinks that's even more far fetched that getting a kid mainly because I have no desire to pick up shit outside when it's 2 degrees or 100. Lol, with kids, you just throw it in the trash and be done with it.

And I get to go to the dentist tomorrow! YAY me! He's probably gonna root canal my stupid tooth since the filling will probably have to be taken out. And I think it's incredibly odd that my dental insurance is actually MORE expensive than my health insurance...what kinda shit is that?! Yeah, I'm gonna have to look into that...