Black Gay: Lexapro's awesome!

I've been thinking alot about this and I'm impressed at Lexapro's ability to obliterate your libido. Most people see this as a bad thing; as I would if I was in a relationship.

But since being brokenhearted and turning back to my old ways of one night stands and stupid empty sex with people who aren't looking out for my best interests, I've learned that killing your libido is actually, quite possibly, a lifesaver.

Let me explain: men are governed by their sex drive and horniness. I think that's what got the best of my ex; a piece of ass. Sad, but true.

Anywhoo, getting rid of the fog of lust can really help you determine what you need to do as a person rather than a horn-dog. Lust can make you think and do very strange things...you began to build a life with that person that's born out of some unusual desire to constantly have sex. You see them as a means to an end; a way to satiate your carnal desires whenever you want to.

But sex is far too special a journey for that and we (especially gay men) throw it around so willy nilly sometimes.

Well, I'm beginning to see some of the drawbacks of indiscriminate intimacy and maybe, just maybe, gay men aren't as good at separating intimacy from sex, the thought from the act.

So I shall continue my Lexapro; mainly because of my dysthymia and secondary seasonal affective disorder, but also because of it's side effect that's saving my life. God is good...