Me: Pathetic?

I'm drunk.

I miss Luke.

There are at least 2 men who are infatuated with me. Maybe more.

And all I can think of is the man who has rejected me.

Pathetic.

Yup.

And I'm at a loss as to what to do.

The correct answer is: "move on. He said he doesn't want to be with you. What other proof do you need."

Yet I can't walk away. What's wrong with me? Even if he did "come back" it wouldn't be an even playing field and would only end in tears for me, right?

The correct answer is, "yup, that's right." There's only re-heartbreak in the cards for me. So I might as well quit. So I quit...what's next?