Professional: Changing of the Guard...

I've been giving a transfer more and more thought every day.

Things at work are absolutely mind-numbing for me at this point. I no longer trust that the leadership is working in the best interests of the residents. I no longer believe that they care about who we are as people, much less training doctors.

I feel completely abused and tricked. I feel that people were not honest with me before I moved here and now I am suffering the consequences. And I don't know what to do.

My heart says "get the fuck out." My brain says "it's too much of a clusterfuck to try."

I could transfer to a psych program and see if I could work it out to be in their Child Psychiatry program...

I just cannot fathom that every place in the US treats their residents with such disrespect and ambivalence...and if they did, hopefully I would KNOW that before I committed to 5 years of being treated like an indentured slave.

I don't know what to think or to do...