Gay: The Rehab...

So far, so good.

I'm trying to minimize the amount of time, energy, and effort I place in finding a boyfriend. I am actively pushing those thoughts out of my mind and instead, trying to enjoy life for what it has to offer me...not me and some imaginary guy.

I've been really really hard on myself and in the end, it only hurts me more than improve me so that someone will love me. Wow...actually writing this stuff out does really help!

I'm proud of myself. Granted it's only been 5 days but that's 5 days of peace of mind that I didn't have last week.

Go me go!!! :) I love myself, I really do...