Me: Overload

I've overloaded myself and now the time has come to pay the piper.
1. Video Skit for Pediatrics
2. JJ Final Gift
3. Volleyball
4. Tennis
5. Working Out
6. Gymnastics
7. Application for Ohio
8. Application for Kentucky
9. Kickball
10. John's Wedding
11. Bereavement and diabetes camps
12. Various banquets, dinners, lunches

I want to take a year off...of course, being the poor single man that I am, I can't afford to do that so instead I must stay, wallow in the yuck that I have (and seemingly continue to create) made and deal with it.Vas asked if me having or getting a man would make my opinion on life change and the conclusion I have reached is a resounding "YES!" I'm a hopeless romantic who feels completely doomed for the time being. I reach out only to get rejected by so many in the online community, EVEN THOUGH I realize just how fickle they are.

Nothing replaces first sight!Anyway, there's not enough time in the day and I have to work at squeezing stuff in, including the obligatory sulking that I've gotten myself into the habit of doing. Pretty soon, I'll be the new Debbie Downer and once you get that label, you can't go back.